To My Anxiety

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I am panicking

I am barely breathing

My vision is blurry

My memory is hazy

You knocked on my door

And I allowed you in

My body is trembling

I am pacing back and forth

I am barely breathing

I have to keep myself together

I cannot stay like this forever

Breathe

I step back and close my eyes

I bestowed myself into Nothing

Hoping that something will

Help me find my balance.

I am in a trance

Breathe

I hear my breath.

I hear the distant helicopter

I hear the birds singing

I hear the cars passing

I hear the wind howling

Breathe

I open my eyes and exhale

I can do this

Breathe

I cannot let you into my life when you please

I will not longer allow that agonizing tease

Breathe

Not today dear friend

Not today.

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